{"id":1708,"date":"2015-01-17T19:24:22","date_gmt":"2015-01-18T00:24:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=1708"},"modified":"2015-01-18T07:57:27","modified_gmt":"2015-01-18T12:57:27","slug":"a-saturday-too-quiet-then-clarity-room-for-god-be-still-my-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=1708","title":{"rendered":"A Saturday Too Quiet&#8230;Then Clarity: Room For God&#8230;Be Still My Soul"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/Blog-Sunset-3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1716\" src=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/Blog-Sunset-3.jpg\" alt=\"Blog - Sunset #3\" width=\"2688\" height=\"1520\" srcset=\"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/Blog-Sunset-3.jpg 2688w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/Blog-Sunset-3-300x170.jpg 300w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/Blog-Sunset-3-1024x579.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2688px) 100vw, 2688px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>God <i>is<\/i> our refuge and strength, <span class=\"text Ps-46-1\">A very present help in trouble.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Be still, and know that I <i>am<\/i> God; <span class=\"text Ps-46-10\">I will be exalted among the nations,<\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"text Ps-46-10\">I will be exalted in the earth! &#8211; Psalm 46:1, 10<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down;<br \/>\n<span class=\"text Ps-37-24\">For the <span class=\"small-caps\">Lord<\/span> upholds <i>him with<\/i> His hand. <\/span><span id=\"en-NKJV-14476\" class=\"text Ps-37-25\">I have been young, and <i>now<\/i> am old;\u00a0y<\/span><span class=\"text Ps-37-25\">et I have not seen the righteous forsaken&#8230;<\/span><span id=\"en-NKJV-14477\" class=\"text Ps-37-26\"><i>He is<\/i> ever merciful&#8230;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0&#8211; Psalm 37:24-25a, 26a<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I love the ebb and flow of the work week. There is a rhythm in routine that soothes my heart. The weekends are another thing. Don&#8217;t get me wrong: I love the weekend. However, if I wrestle with depression, (and I do),\u00a0it will be the most trying on Friday night, through the day Saturday, and then Sunday night.\u00a0Sunday, during the day, there is a reprieve with church and people and the routine of afternoon nap mixed with whatever sporting event\u00a0is televised.<\/p>\n<p>This was a too quiet Saturday&#8230;or so my self-serving little heart was telling me. I WANT PEOPLE&#8230;people who I can feed\u00a0and hear their stories and maybe\u00a0make laugh&#8230; People I can serve somehow. In that, a Saturday is redeemed for me.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes we are insatiable&#8230;we can be busy, busy, busy (if that&#8217;s our drug, our path to some sort of significance)&#8230;and still our hearts betray our hunger&#8230;our hunger\u00a0for what really satisfies.<\/p>\n<p>Some Saturdays are all loveliness&#8230;this one was a struggle. Even with a birthday phone call from an old friend, and opportunities to help my daughter, take food to a new mom, and be a second set of eyes for my husband in the throes of a difficult project. It wasn&#8217;t enough. I was restless&#8230;for something&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>After\u00a0dropping off\u00a0food to that new mom and her family, and holding the wee one for a moment, I pulled my car out into the sunset. It&#8217;s\u00a0pictured above (captured poorly from my phone).\u00a0Oddly, an old hymn I hadn&#8217;t heard in years popped into my head. It was\u00a0&#8220;Be Still My Soul&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>As I half-hummed, half-sang the words I remembered, the glory of God filled my heart. His beauty captivated me\u00a0&#8211; in that sunset, and in the newborn baby, and in the life we take so for granted. Stopping on the side of the road, I let the world stand still for a bit&#8230;until the sun burned out into evening.<\/p>\n<p>Thank You, God, that You brought clarity to\u00a0a busy mind and a longing heart on this too quiet Saturday. Too quiet for me&#8230;but only until You stop the ache and bring me back to Yourself. May I have the sense to be still, and know&#8230;You. It is enough. You are enough.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Be Still My Soul (traditional &amp; contemporary versions &#8211;\u00a0YouTube links below)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.<br \/>\nBear patiently the cross of grief or pain.<br \/>\nLeave to thy God to order and provide;<br \/>\nIn every change, He faithful will remain.<br \/>\nBe still, my soul: thy best, thy heav\u2019nly Friend<br \/>\nThrough thorny ways leads to a joyful end.<\/p>\n<p>Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake<br \/>\nTo guide the future, as He has the past.<br \/>\nThy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;<br \/>\nAll now mysterious shall be bright at last.<br \/>\nBe still, my soul: the waves and winds still know<br \/>\nHis voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below.<\/p>\n<p>Be still, my soul: when dearest friends depart,<br \/>\nAnd all is darkened in the vale of tears,<br \/>\nThen shalt thou better know His love, His heart,<br \/>\nWho comes to soothe thy sorrow and thy fears.<br \/>\nBe still, my soul: thy Jesus can repay<br \/>\nFrom His own fullness all He takes away.<\/p>\n<p>Be still, my soul: the hour is hast\u2019ning on<br \/>\nWhen we shall be forever with the Lord.<br \/>\nWhen disappointment, grief, and fear are gone,<br \/>\nSorrow forgot, love\u2019s purest joys restored.<br \/>\nBe still, my soul: when change and tears are past<br \/>\nAll safe and blessed we shall meet at last.<\/p>\n<p>Be still, my soul: begin the song of praise<br \/>\nOn earth, believing, to Thy Lord on high;<br \/>\nAcknowledge Him in all thy words and ways,<br \/>\nSo shall He view thee with a well-pleased eye.<br \/>\nBe still, my soul: the Sun of life divine<br \/>\nThrough passing clouds shall but more brightly shine.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/2015-Jan-Blog-011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1714\" src=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/2015-Jan-Blog-011.jpg\" alt=\"2015 Jan Blog 011\" width=\"3042\" height=\"3699\" srcset=\"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/2015-Jan-Blog-011.jpg 3042w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/2015-Jan-Blog-011-247x300.jpg 247w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/2015-Jan-Blog-011-842x1024.jpg 842w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 3042px) 100vw, 3042px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.hymnary.org\/text\/be_still_my_soul_the_lord_is_on_thy_side\" target=\"_blank\">Full Lyrics of <em>Be Still, My Soul<\/em> &#8211; Timeless Truths<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mq59iE3MhXM\" target=\"_blank\">Be Still, My Soul (In You I Rest) &#8211; Kari Jobe<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=c9zHn4QSH-8\" target=\"_blank\">Be Still My Soul &#8211; Selah<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=hqgC1tqifV8\">Hymn &#8211; Be Still My Soul &#8211; Traditional<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth! 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