{"id":24158,"date":"2020-01-22T13:26:54","date_gmt":"2020-01-22T18:26:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=24158"},"modified":"2020-01-22T15:17:04","modified_gmt":"2020-01-22T20:17:04","slug":"worship-wednesday-spiritual-depression-it-is-well-with-my-soul-kristene-dimarco-wintley-phipps-guy-penrod","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=24158","title":{"rendered":"Worship Wednesday – Spiritual Depression – It Is Well With My Soul – Kristene DiMarco, Wintley Phipps, & Guy Penrod"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Photo Credit: Daily Verses<\/a><\/p>\n

Why, my soul, are you so dejected?<\/span><\/em>
\nWhy are you in such turmoil?<\/span><\/em>
\nPut your hope in God, for I will still praise him,<\/span><\/em>
\nmy Savior and my God.<\/em> – Psalm 42:5, 11<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers,<\/span> nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.<\/span><\/em> – Romans 8:38-39<\/a><\/p>\n

We all have those pivotal moments in life…seconds that turn us in a completely different direction…and the memories of those moments fixed in minds easily retrievable when remembering matters.<\/p>\n

One of those moments for me was one night, lying in bed. I was in my 20s and living a life of double-mindedness. In church on Sundays, but dabbling in all sorts of worldliness the rest of the week.<\/p>\n

It was a season when I bought into the lie that whatever good would come to my life I had to make happen. So deceived in my thinking, I didn’t even realize how complicit I was with Satan in derailing my walk with the Jesus and deposing Him as Lord.<\/p>\n

The deceit of living a lie finally wore me out, and the Spirit of God Himself woke me to the futility of it all…leaving me fearful and lost inside.<\/p>\n

Lying in bed, I prayed. In that darkness, it was as if my prayers reached the ceiling of the room and then fell shattered all around me. A Scripture verse came to mind from memory, learned long ago – back in the days of memorizing from the King James Version:<\/p>\n

If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me.<\/em>\u00a0– <\/i>Psalm 66:18<\/a><\/p>\n

A deep spiritual depression settled in me that would take some time to work its way out in repentance and restoration. Thankfully, the Lord always completes what He begins (Philippians 1:6<\/a>).<\/p>\n

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As I woke up to the darkening work of my own flesh and that of the Enemy, God began showing me where I had forgotten the great work of salvation He had done in my life. He reminded me of His love and His goodness. He opened my eyes to what I called a benign thing He called sin. Then He received me back to Himself as a mom receives her weary wayward child.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Come and listen, all who fear God, and I will tell what he has done for me. I cried out to him with my mouth, and praise was on my tongue. If I had been aware of malice [sin] in my heart, the Lord would not have listened. However, God has listened; he has paid attention to the sound of my prayer. Blessed be God! He has not turned away my prayer or turned his faithful love from me.<\/em> – Psalm 66:16-20<\/a><\/p>\n

Our community group at Movement Church<\/a> is beginning a study together on spiritual depression. One of our study aids will be the classic book Spiritual Depression: Its Causes and its Cure<\/em><\/a> by physician pastor David Martyn Lloyd-Jones<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Do you ever struggle to get to sleep because of worrying about the “what if’s” of life? Does fear rise up as we listen to our own voices in our head and believe them true? Lloyd-Jones prescribes taking action to stop listening to ourselves and begin speaking the truth to ourselves. “Preaching [the Gospel] to ourselves”.<\/p>\n

The Psalmist closed out his psalm over his troubled soul with, “put your hope in God”. <\/strong>Our hope has a sure place in the Lord. Our peace can be restored in Him. We “will still praise Him”.<\/p>\n

Worship<\/u><\/a> with me:<\/p>\n

Grander earth has quaked before
\nMoved by the sound of His voice
\nSeas that are shaken and stirred
\nCan be calmed and broken for my regard<\/p>\n

Through it all, through it all
\nMy eyes are on You
\nThrough it all, through it all
\nIt is well<\/p>\n

Through it all, through it all
\nMy eyes are on You
\nIt is well with me<\/p>\n

Far be it from me to not believe
\nEven when my eyes can\u2019t see<\/p>\n

And this mountain that\u2019s in front of me
\nWill be thrown into the midst of the sea<\/p>\n

Through it all, through it all
\nMy eyes are on You
\nThrough it all, through it all
\nIt is well<\/p>\n

So let go my soul and trust in Him
\nThe waves and wind still know His name [repeat last line during 3rd run]<\/i>
\n[x3]<\/i><\/p>\n

It is well with my soul
\nIt is well with my soul
\nIt is well with my soul
\nIt is well with my soul
\n[repeat 3x]<\/i><\/p>\n

It is well it is well with my soul [x3]<\/i>
\nahhhhhhh (softly)<\/p>\n

Through it all, through it all
\nMy eyes are on You Lord
\nThrough it all, through it all
\nIt is well with me.
\n[x2]<\/i> *<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/u><\/a>*Lyrics to It Is Well<\/em> by Bethel<\/u><\/a><\/p>\n

YouTube Video \u2013 It Is Well<\/em> \u2013 Bethel \u2013 Lyric Video<\/u><\/a><\/u><\/p>\n

YouTube Video – It Is Well<\/em> – Kristene DiMarco<\/a><\/p>\n

Story Behind the Song It Is Well<\/em> by Bethel<\/u><\/a><\/p>\n

Martyn Lloyd Jones Trust – Sermon Series on Spiritual Depression<\/a> (these sermons comprise his classical book Spiritual Depression<\/em>)<\/p>\n

Deb Mills Writer – Worship Wednesday – Then Came the Morning and It Is Well With My Soul – Because He Lives – Guy Penrod<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n

Deb Mills Writer – Through It All – It Is Well With My Soul – with Kristene DiMarco & Bethel Music<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n