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[As I write, it is the day before Independence Day in the US. The 4th of July. Parades, barbecues, gatherings of friends and family, and fireworks gloriously finishing off the day. Our fridge is filled with summer-sweet watermelon, cantaloupe, strawberries, and chicken ready for the grill. Today is quiet and full of introspection. Here’s what’s on my mind.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wasn’t born into a Christian family. We weren’t in church until I was 7 or 8. My mom had a church experience as a child and was saved and baptized but had stopped attending church years before I was born. She would say she stopped seeking God somewhere along the way in a difficult marriage. Not sure at all whether my biological father had any sort of faith. To this day, I’m thankful for Christian neighbors who loved us and invited us into their church family.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

When I was 9, during a summer Bible school week, the message of God’s love and His deliverance from our self-serving, sinful hearts was immensely beautiful to me. Even as a little girl, I had unsuccessfully tried my hardest to be good for my mama. She worked so hard to keep food on the table for us (with no help from anyone), and I didn’t want to add to her burden. Still, like I said, being good wasn’t always my path forward. Then hearing that God was not put off by that, and, in fact, had made a way for me to be covered by His own righteousness through Jesus…well, it was the most amazing thing I had ever heard. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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This wasn’t just a tickling-the-ears sort of experience. Not just a relief-generating tale for troubled child. It resonated with my heart and mind. It sounded truer than anything I had known before. Understanding, even as a child, that God had made a way for me to be free of the burden of my sin was really good news.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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My pursuit of God actually followed His pursuit of me. He has never let go of me…even in seasons of my rebellion as a young adult. The shiny things of the world can be mesmerizing – popularity, higher education, professional favor, the stuff and experiences that work affords us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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In my 20s, I had a divided mind and allegiance. To some, it may not have seemed so, but I knew my own heart, and it was, for a time, lured back to old ways – a heart that could be both deceived and deceitful<\/a>. However, by God’s grace, I did NOT stay in that place forever. He drew me back to Himself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Reminded of the passage late in Jesus’ public ministry, when some of His followers fell away, He asked the apostle Peter if he would leave, too. Peter answered Him with the question that always brings me back to the reality of life: “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.”<\/em> There is simply no one else…nowhere else to go. Period. Full-stop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Well…that’s a bit of my story. Your story may look very different from mine. Since my 30s, as winding as the path may be, or as imperfectly as I follow it…there is no going back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As we celebrate our freedoms as a nation, freedoms hard-won by those who sacrificed their lives for our sake, I also celebrate the freedom won by Christ whose own ultimate sacrifice won us back to Himself. Hallelujah!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Independence Day in the USA \u2013 Celebrating the 4th of July and Remembering that Freedom is Not Free<\/em> – Deb Mills<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Independence Day Montage \u2013 Family, Food, Fireworks, and the American Flag<\/em> – Deb Mills<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Worship Wednesday \u2013 Independence Day Reflection \u2013 You Say I Am Free \u2013 Lauren Daigle\u2019s How Can It Be <\/em>– Deb Mills<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Monday Morning Moment \u2013 Steps Forward in \u201cWe the People\u201d Becoming True for All Americans<\/em> – Deb Mills<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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