{"id":4801,"date":"2015-08-19T22:25:28","date_gmt":"2015-08-20T02:25:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=4801"},"modified":"2015-08-19T22:38:07","modified_gmt":"2015-08-20T02:38:07","slug":"worship-wednesday-til-i-met-you-laura-story","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=4801","title":{"rendered":"Worship Wednesday &#8211; Til I Met You &#8211; Laura Story"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/Debbie-self-portrait.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-3957\" src=\"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/Debbie-self-portrait.jpg\" alt=\"Debbie - self-portrait\" width=\"1280\" height=\"833\" srcset=\"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/Debbie-self-portrait.jpg 1280w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/Debbie-self-portrait-300x195.jpg 300w, https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/Debbie-self-portrait-1024x666.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1280px) 100vw, 1280px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will restore to you the years of the locusts&#8230;&#8221; &#8211; <a href=\"http:\/\/biblehub.com\/joel\/2-25.htm\" target=\"_blank\">Joel 2:25<\/a><\/p>\n<p>If ever a song spoke to my deepest heart hurts, it&#8217;s this one.<strong> Laura Story&#8217;s <em>Til I Met You<\/em><\/strong>. In my younger years, even after coming to faith in God as a child, I strayed far from Him. If you were a casual friend, you might not have noticed. I was in church, and fairly\u00a0religious. That was the problem&#8230;I spent years tuning my affections toward the cheap shininess of the world, and missed a joy-filled intimacy with God&#8230;all at that same time.<\/p>\n<p>He wasn&#8217;t the One who moved. I had walked away&#8230;deceiving myself that I was still following Him, serving Him, devoted to Him.<\/p>\n<p>Then, like the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Luke+15%3A11-32\" target=\"_blank\">Prodigal Son<\/a>, I woke up to the darkness in my own heart and remembered where I belonged. By God&#8217;s grace, I\u00a0crawled out of\u00a0the pit dug with my own poor choices. Laura Story&#8217;s song <em>Til I Met You <\/em>could be my testament of a life restored &#8211; not by my own resolve or a force of nature but\u00a0&#8211; a genuine encounter with God Himself.<\/p>\n<p>I first met God as a nine-year-old. Unchurched until two years before, I was not schooled in the person of God. Even as a child, I became an eager student of Him. The Truth of God&#8217;s Word was so freeing for my little heavy heart. Even then, I knew the weight of sin &#8211; the wanting to be good and kind and helpful and the chronic tripping over myself in failure.<\/p>\n<p>When I heard it was possible to be forgiven of that sin and to experience the power of God in my life, enabling me to become more and more like Jesus, I was completely captivated and drawn to Him.<\/p>\n<p>Three\u00a0different occasions\u00a0I lost touch with God and my place as His child. Brief but significant periods in my mid-teens, mid-20s, and mid-30s. Sin and self-justification had wormed their way into my heart. For a season, even in the midst of being involved with church, I went my own way. The joy and peace that were mine in following Christ drained out of me as if I were a cracked vessel.<\/p>\n<p>Then, like in Laura Story&#8217;s song, the darkness of my sin and deception was illuminated by the Spirit of God, and I saw what mattered. What really mattered. My relationship with the Lord.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been many years now, and the Prodigal is home for good. I understand so well Peter&#8217;s response to Jesus, when Jesus asked His disciples if they would leave Him:<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>So Jesus said to the twelve, &#8220;You do not want to go away also, do you?&#8221; <span class=\"highl\">Simon Peter answered Him, &#8220;Lord, to whom shall we go? You have words of eternal life.<\/span> &#8220;We have believed and have come to know that You are the Holy One of God.&#8221;<\/em> &#8211; <a href=\"http:\/\/biblehub.com\/john\/6-68.htm\" target=\"_blank\">John 6:67-69<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>When we have an encounter with God, and receive Him in saving faith, He begins a transformation in us that trumps anything the world holds out there for us. He adopts us into His family; we are His. What happened before&#8230;the terrible choices, the regret, the brokenness &#8211;\u00a0are carried away by His perfect love for His children.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Ty3ywPVYP-U\" target=\"_blank\">Worship<\/a> with me. If you are still struggling in some dark pit of your own choosing, He will set you free from that. I know. He did it for me.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve known pain and deep regret<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve known the weight of my mistakes like the back of my hand<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve known deception and all its games<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve known the way it feels to drown in my own shame<\/p>\n<p>But I never knew love<br \/>\nI never knew truth<br \/>\nI never peace, the sweet release that brought me through<br \/>\nI never knew freedom, what grace could do<br \/>\nThe broken chains, the hope that saves, a life made new<br \/>\nTill I met You.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve known rejections<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve bought the lie that I could never overcome the hurt inside<br \/>\nWith arms of mercy You reach for me<br \/>\nTore the veil away and gave me eyes to see<br \/>\nYou&#8217;re all I need<\/p>\n<p>And I never knew love<br \/>\nI never knew truth<br \/>\nI never peace, the sweet release that brought me through<br \/>\nI never knew freedom, what grace could do<br \/>\nThe broken chains, the hope that saves, a life made new<br \/>\nTill I met You (I&#8217;m accepting I was hopeless)<br \/>\nTill I met You (I was stumbling in the darkness)<\/p>\n<p>I never knew love<br \/>\nI never knew truth<br \/>\nI never peace, the sweet release; You&#8217;re the one Who brought me through.<br \/>\nAnd I never knew freedom, what grace could do<br \/>\nThe broken chains, the hope that saves, a life made new<br \/>\nTill I met You (till I met You)<br \/>\nTill I met You (till I met You)<br \/>\nTill I met You<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=K48-Li7lIfA\" target=\"_blank\">Do You Know Jesus? &#8211; <em>The Gospel in Four Minutes<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Why I Hate Religion, But Love Jesus<\/em> &#8211; Spoken Word &#8211; Jefferson Bethke<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.azlyrics.com\/lyrics\/laurastory\/tillimetyou.html\" target=\"_blank\">Lyrics to <em>Til I Met You<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Ty3ywPVYP-U\" target=\"_blank\">YoUTube Video &#8211; Official Lyric Video &#8211; Til I Met You &#8211; Laura Story<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=hkbB9jcwpsI\" target=\"_blank\">Story Behind the Song &#8211; Til I Met You<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/laurastorymusic.com\/new-book\/\" target=\"_blank\">Laura Story Music<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I will restore to you the years of the locusts&#8230;&#8221; &#8211; Joel 2:25 If ever a song spoke to my deepest heart hurts, it&#8217;s this one. Laura Story&#8217;s Til I Met You. In my younger years, even after coming to faith in God as a child, I strayed far from Him. If you were a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=4801\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Worship Wednesday &#8211; Til I Met You &#8211; Laura Story<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1628,794,1454,50,910,903,1435,33,18,317,1455,1221,719,761,1456,32,47,946,991],"tags":[1322,698,437,1830,265,290,1832,530,285,1833,155,1834,867,999,1462,283,1831,1829,1528,670,284,1828],"class_list":["post-4801","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-character","category-faithfulness","category-fresh-start","category-god","category-gospel","category-grace","category-growing-up","category-inspired","category-jesus","category-lessons-learned","category-new-beginning","category-rebellion-and-sin","category-reconciliationforgiveness","category-redeeming-restoring","category-steadfast-love","category-walk-with-god","category-wednesday-worship","category-worship","category-writing","tag-brokenness","tag-choices","tag-darkness","tag-deception","tag-faith","tag-forgiveness","tag-freedom","tag-gospel","tag-guilt","tag-hopelessness","tag-hurt","tag-jefferson-bethke","tag-laura-story","tag-mercy","tag-new-beginning","tag-pain","tag-rebellion","tag-rejection","tag-release","tag-restored","tag-shame","tag-til-i-met-you"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pauPAB-1fr","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4801","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4801"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4801\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4828,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4801\/revisions\/4828"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4801"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4801"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4801"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}