{"id":723,"date":"2014-08-30T06:55:33","date_gmt":"2014-08-30T10:55:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=723"},"modified":"2014-08-30T06:55:33","modified_gmt":"2014-08-30T10:55:33","slug":"on-leaving-post-by-rachel-pieh-jones-so-resonant-of-the-goodbyes-hellos-of-life-on-two-continents","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/?p=723","title":{"rendered":"On Leaving – Post by Rachel Pieh Jones – So Resonant of the Goodbyes & Hellos of Life on Two Continents"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Blog<\/a>Rachel Pieh Jones and Family<\/a><\/p>\n

Open road stretches out before me, cornfields and forests swirl into blurry greens and yellows. The windows are down and my hair tickles my nose, the sun warms my thighs and my elbow is getting sunburned but I don\u2019t mind, I\u2019ll peel and the dried skin will remind of me this day, this place, this slippery moment. The radio plays U2, Beautiful Day<\/em>, and I\u2019m singing loud.<\/p>\n

What does leaving feel like?<\/p>\n

It feels like that drive down the freeway. Like everything is right and the world is beautiful and maybe I\u2019m wrong, maybe nothing is right because why does it hurt? I\u2019m heading somewhere I want to go and leaving somewhere I want to stay and I want to be in both places and so I try to force the in between to linger. Tears stream down and blow off my cheeks, stolen by wind.<\/p>\n

My toenails were hennaed black when we evacuated from Somalia and I remember watching the black grow out with my nail. When I clipped the last sliver of nail with black swath across the narrow tip. When my body released that last vestige, no longer stamped with a reminder of where I had been. I remember it feeling like, with that one snip, we were evacuating all over again, like something had been irrevocably removed.<\/p>\n

Does anyone else see green grass and feel dizzy? The green blades like sea snakes swaying in the summer breezes. Does anyone else notice the way leaves filter sunlight and cast glittery\u00a0shadows, orbs of golden light reflected off rivers in diamonds? Is there a way to hold it? To paint it on my toenails so I can carry it until I am ready to let go?<\/p>\n

During leaving days every interaction is intensified, every color made more brilliant. Do you know I\u2019m going back to Africa, to Djibouti, on Thursday?\u00a0 <\/em>[Note: Flights delayed and a lay-over so when you read this, they hopefully will have arrived.]<\/p>\n

You’ll want to finish reading the rest of this post at this link.<\/a><\/p>\n

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Rachel Pieh Jones and Family Open road stretches out before me, cornfields and forests swirl into blurry greens and yellows. The windows are down and my hair tickles my nose, the sun warms my thighs and my elbow is getting sunburned but I don\u2019t mind, I\u2019ll peel and the dried skin will remind of me … Continue reading On Leaving – Post by Rachel Pieh Jones – So Resonant of the Goodbyes & Hellos of Life on Two Continents<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[183,147,439,109,33,317,55,184,32],"tags":[534,536,58,533,532,535,325,57],"class_list":["post-723","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-culture-religion","category-family-2","category-go","category-home-2","category-inspired","category-lessons-learned","category-transitions","category-travel","category-walk-with-god","tag-djibouti","tag-flights","tag-goodbyes","tag-hellos","tag-leaving","tag-minnesota","tag-rachel-pieh-jones","tag-transitions-2"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pauPAB-bF","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/723","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=723"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/723\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":727,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/723\/revisions\/727"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=723"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=723"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debmillswriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=723"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}